Wednesday, February 18, 2015

How to have confidence toward God when we don't

In my previous post, I wrote about the truth-seeking spirit. Today, I’d like to talk about the vulnerable side of the truth-seekers and how we can have confidence toward God.

When we start to seek Bible truth seriously, we often feel we are exposed to some sort of uncertainties and vulnerabilities. That’s because the Truth often challenges and shakes our belief systems to its core. He shakes our foundations when there are some elements which He wants us to re-examine. If we are stubborn and arrogant in front of the truth, He cannot deal with our false assumptions and biases.

Now this, “Yet once more,” indicates the removal of those things that are being shaken, as of things that are made, that the things which cannot be shaken may remain. Heb 12:27

But one thing I realize we must be careful during this process is that we should not let our feelings say whatever they want about our condition in Christ. We must say again and again to our soul that our foundation is not based on our feelings but on the Promise of God.

Today, I received consolation and assurance by the following words from the book of Hebrews;

And having a High Priest over the house of God, let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful. Heb 10: 21-23

If our confession of faith is just a mental assent, we are blown back and forth by our feelings and outer circumstances. Thus what we need is to ask our Lord to reveal to us each biblical truth so that the truth may penetrate our whole being.

Recently, I read Brother Joel’s post entitled "How to Have Confidence Toward God" and I received timely help and encouragement by it. I’d like to thank him for his honesty and his sincere attitude to live up to his faith. Here I re-blog this post so that you may also receive grace.

How to Have Confidence Toward God 

     by Brother Joel Horst (Source: here)

Recently, God delivered me from the bondage of following feelings. For many years, I have had feelings: “Do this.” “Do that.” “Don’t do that.” I believed that it was God’s promptings in my heart. However, sometimes I would have feelings of “Do it” and “Don’t do it” at the same time, leaving me confused. Other times, I had feelings of defeat and doubt—feelings that I just didn’t measure up as I ought to and might never measure up.

Eventually, I started distrusting some feelings, but I still kept on following some of my feelings, until God finally broke through and showed me that they were not coming from Him. It is freeing to not have to worry about the conflicting feelings tumbling around inside, but just seek to hear the Shepherd’s voice and follow Him.

Our feelings can be very fickle and changing. Satan loves to make us feel bad about things that we shouldn’t, and guilty about obeying Jesus. God warns us not to trust our feelings, but rather obey Him and rest in the knowledge that we are obeying Him:

1 John 3:18-21  My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.  19  And hereby we know that we are of the truth, and shall assure our hearts before him.  20  For if our heart condemn us, God is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things.  21  Beloved, if our heart condemn us not, then have we confidence toward God.

“Assure” (v. 19): “To convince (by argument, true or false); by analogy to pacify orconciliate (by other fair means); reflexively or passively to assent (to evidence or authority), to rely (by inward certainty): – agree, assure, believe, have confidence, be (wax) content, make friend, obey, persuade, trust, yield.” (Strong’s Greek Dictionary)

Sometimes, we have to actually convince our hearts of the truth, and convince our hearts that we are worthy to stand before God. Just because I have a feeling that I am doing something wrong (especially if I don’t know what I would be doing wrong) or that I am not worthy of the Lord does not mean that my feeling is correct. It could just be Satan trying to deceive me.

When we lack confidence toward God, we will be wimps and fail to accomplish God’s will in our lives. We will not feel worthy to ask God’s help to do what He wants us to do. But He has commanded us:

Hebrews 4:14-16  Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession.  15  For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.  16  Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

The word “boldly” comes from the same Greek word as “confidence” in 1 John 3:21 (above). God, our Father, wants us to come to Him boldly, without hesitation, so that we can receive His mercy and grace to help us in our times of need.

These times of need are not just physical needs, such as finances or health, but spiritual needs, such as times of temptation. Significantly, it is in the time of greatest temptation that we will feel least worthy to approach the throne of grace. With the tempter’s temptations running through our minds, we may feel dirty and unworthy to ask God for help. That is when we must realize that our great High Priest, Jesus Christ, knows just how badly we need His mercy and grace and is ready to answer our cry to Him.

Remember, God does not give us a spirit of fear, but one of power, love and a sound mind:
2 Timothy 1:6-7  Wherefore I put thee in remembrance that thou stir up the gift of God, which is in thee by the putting on of my hands.  7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
 He also has not given us a spirit of bondage:
Romans 8:15  For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.
He also is not the author of confusion:
1 Corinthians 14:33  For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints.
Take note: if your feelings lead you into bondage, they are not coming from God. If they make you feel jumbled and confused, they also are not coming from God. Of course, these statements must be taken in context of Scripture. Sometimes, on the surface, God’s way may seem like bondage, but it is not bondage. Following Jesus is never bondage.

God also has not given us a spirit of fearfulness about following Him. He wants us to step out as He leads and obey Him.

So, going back to the first passage, how do we know if we love in deed and truth so we can assure our hearts?
1 John 5:1-3  Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God: and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him.  2  By this we know that we love the children of God, when we love God, and keep his commandments.  3  For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous.

Between these two passages from 1 John, we see that by obeying God’s commands, we can know how to love in deed and in truth. God’s commands include instructions about how to love one another, how to treat one another and how to have a great relationship with others. I am thankful that we don’t have to guess about whether or not we love others enough. We can know!

We also need to be careful about following “convictions” that have no direct command in Scripture. “Convictions” may actually be guilt trips that Satan or one of his agents have placed on us. I don’t mean that all convictions are false—God references personal convictions in Romans 14—but we must be sure that God has actually instructed us to have our convictions. I have had first-hand experience with this, coming from long years of bondage and guilt trips from commandments of men. It is why God has commanded us to ignore the commands of men.

Love God and keep His commands, and then you can have confidence toward God!


Joel Horst said...

Hi Kinuko,

Thanks for sharing this! I absolutely understand what you mentioned at the beginning of the post about searching for truth. I have had the same things going on in my life this past year, after finding out that the "wonderful" homeschool program I had been raised in was actually a cult, and the "Godly" man who led it (Bill Gothard) was actually a fraud and false teacher. I think Satan likes to use these times of change in our lives to confuse us, because we aren't always sure what the truth is!

One thing that God has impressed on me is that if He has not forbidden something, then it is not a definite sin to do that thing. Nor is it sin to not do something He has not commanded. For example, it is not a sin to not read your Bible every day. Daily Bible reading and study is a great idea, but it is not a command of God. If you miss a day, you don't need to kneel down and repent at the end of the day about how sorry you are for disobeying God! Some people don't even have the privilege of reading the Bible at all!

Blessings to you.

Irina Glazkova said...

Dear Kinuko, few years ago I asked one of our church elders how to know the differences between when Holy Spirit convicts us and when Satan convicts us. Holy Spirit convicts us about a certain thing, sometimes more than one. Just this past week, the Spirit convicted me about a certain action. The Lord critized my action. Satan attacks us. For example, "The way how you were talking to that person was not good. It was a horrible way to talk," this is the way how Holy Spirit convicts us. "You talked to that person that way. How could you do that, you are a horrible person. You have done that, you are such a low life," this is an example of Satan's attack: attacking personality, whereas GoD points out wrong action.
Your writings is such a blessings,
God bless you,

Kinuko H said...

Dear Irina, thank you so much for this great input. "Satan attacks our personality whereas God points out our wrong action". Amen.

I had often condemned myself too harshly because I wrongly perceived that the condemnation (toward my personality) was from God. Satan's tactic is very tricky.I must learn how to discern the voice of God and the voice of our enemy. Irina, thank you so much for telling me this.with love, Kinuko